Brand New World

YOU

I don’t think I like you. I don’t think I hate you either. Not that I like you, it’s just that I think you’re great. And yes, I will never hate you, because you’re too awesome that I think I adore you.

You’re the kind of person that shines in your own way, knows just what to say, and doesn’t really need to try.

You’re a friend who makes me feel, well – belong to someone. It happens so fast that suddenly, I feel like you know almost everything about me. With you I don’t need to find topics, just to make the conversation interesting. You’re the first one who actually shows no interests in her. The first one who nudged and said, ‘hey how is it going?’ without checking on her.

You’re charming, but I swear I won’t be charmed by your sweetness. I mean, you’re my friend. Our friendship is great enough without needing any romance.

So yeah, I don’t think I like you, and until the end of time, I won’t hate you (like why would I?) We’re still too young lah. Haha.

Recently, I went back to my hometown, and I met my cousin. My super awesome cousin who scored straight A’s in her SPM. We talked about studies (expected) and she kept telling me “you’re a smart girl, I’m sure you know what to do”

Yeah, right sis. HAHA. Seriously, I can’t see even a slightest glimpse of my future. Not that I’m so stupid and can’t manage to plan my own future, but I don’t know. There are many things playing in my mind right now. I mean, there’s a lot of stuff I want to do when I grow up. One minute I think I’m going to be a politician and then suddenly I want to be a famous writer. I do think that being a teacher is cool enough. Forget stupid careers with low pay, how about, stating that one day you want to be a billionaire? Can you see my problem now? I HAVE TOO MANY AMBITIONS and my parents think their daughter is lost and doesn’t know what she really wants. I mean like, come on, I’m still young. Too young to think and plan all this big stuff. Even an adult has life-issues.

What a tough world I’m living now. Sometimes I wish I was in Mars or something, a place where human race (in this case, alien race) don’t need for compete for anything. Well, that’s what they say, nothing comes for free. I wonder if one day, at that time I’m dead, of course, we need to pay for a tank of oxygen. Wow, harsh. I mean, the present is suffocating enough, what about the future?

I don’t want my neighborhood/state/country to be too advanced. I mean like, slow down politician dudes, what are we chasing for? FAME? We’re good enough. I don’t think we need those tall buildings with high-tech stuff like in States, being modest is fine enough. WHAT EVERY MODERN HUMAN NEEDS ARE, trees, nature, original things God gave for us to appreciate and biodegradable plastic bags (especially in Malaysia, where her citizens are plastic bag-addicts). So yeah, what I am trying to tell you is, go green, eat natural stuff, and stop being so fake. God hates fakeness. And trust me; by maintaining the amount of trees in our own land, we will stay much longer than other leading countries when apocalypse hit us.

Kesimpulannya, plan your future like right NOW. I’m planning to be a rich woman who owns her own bookstore and boutique. You know what they say, guys nowadays like girls with brains so that when we marry them, we’re the ones who pay all the bills.

That's all for now. Bye!