Things That Bother Me Lately

1. GUYS
I can't help looking at guys. I'm a broken soul and I think it's time for me to find a new boyfriend. I hate going to bed alone. I despise waking up without someone cares to actually say 'hey may today be another good day for you' (except my Mom, she says that to all of us every day)

2. BIOLOGY
SPM is coming in 5 months time and yet I'm not prepared at all.

3. MY CLOSET
I'm running out of cool clothes. I need to shop more with mah friends.

4. MY LOSS
My loss in a debate competition against this one school. It took me at least a night to erase the bad memory of being rebut by an aggressive and fast and such an opportunist Indian guy. Not trying to be a racist or anything (since my best friends are also Indians) but well, a competition is still a competition.

5. MY FACE
This really bothers me since I was born.

6. MY BEST FRIEND
I pray & hope that she's okay. She fell sick recently & I was glad that she recovered. And aku nak dia kahwin dengan Is ;)


Anyway, in my opinion, the saying 'your fate is in your hands' is definitely not true because our fate are stated by God. You can't play God hence you can't arrange your fate. But I think God gives choices. Maybe He wants us to plan & calculate first.

Okay, I'm not trying to be religious or anything, but yeah - we can't play God.

And I didn't calculate my words to defeat my opponent during the debate session. I'm so upset because I know I could have done more.

Now my next goal is to get my crush's attention before I die alone & miserably. I need calculate things off. Good bye.