Aini dapat tawaran masuk asrama - SM Sains Hulu Selangor :) I am so proud of her. It's a nice feeling to see your younger siblings are doing better than what you did when you were young like them. My both sisters now can be called as 'boarding school girls', lol.
I honestly cannot wait for school to start again. Not that I'm going to school lagi, I'm no longer a school girl XD Just, I feel tired of having small arguments with my sisters. Tired of seeing each others faces. Tired of sharing the same jokes over and over again. Tired of my current life, I guess. Maybe what I need is, space.
But, to think about it, I actually have every space I need. SPM is no longer haunting me, I'm free. But yet I feel, ntah. It's like my grubby, sick soul is eating my body. I am physically and mentally, sick. I need to go back to basics - asking for His help and forgiveness.
Anyway, I'm looking forward to see how grand Aini's new school is. Mungkin bila sekolah dah start, aku takde lah bosan sgt. Boleh melawat Aini & Jijah, aku pun dah start kerja. I guess the most important thing is to make a difference. Maybe not changing the world kind of difference, but a little bit of improvement around you. And I am vey determined to make this long, dragging holiday as memorable as I can, but I just don't know how.
I need a little bit of adventure in my life. Waking up late everyday, going to bed at almost dawn, having irregular meals, relaxing in every second of my life - this is so not me. I am never this kind of person.
Do I sound as ungrateful as Shrek?
and you'll soon be leaving for college. guess who's getting the 'space' then? your parents. lol.
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