Therefore hence, I deleted all the childish posts of mine, all the thoughts when I was a very young, stupid, bitchy, snappy, ugly girl. I didn't think thoroughly before I did anything, I made judgemental conclusion, my language was very rude & inappropriate, I was a bit of a racist back then (lol) and I did stupid things!
Like liking two boys at the same time. Cursing an immature ex-boyfriend. Dreaming of marrying a boy who even hadn't reached his puberty yet. Blaming boys on almost everything. Mostly things that were related to boys (haha)
I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I mentioned your names without asking your permissions first. Now I'm totally aware that I could actually get sued by you, lol. To ex-crushes, ex-boyfriends, no I'm no longer into you guys. I have a life to manage :) I think I finally, grow up, I guess.
The memory of bashing you or admiring you will always be in my mind, though. And when you happen to read this, I hope you'd say something like, "dia dah besar".
And lastly I'm so sorry that I provided all of you with such an illiterate reading material. Really, like what kind of writer was I? Oh wait, I know - a bitchy one! LOL :D (do I even have the right to call myself a writer?)
I'm also sorry that I used bahasa rempitz. Aku rosakkan bahasa bangsa aku sendiri XD and I do believe that my style of writing actually contaminated some of my readers' minds, lol. (Ceh perasan ada reader lah tu)
Adults think twice before they do stuff, including posting a post in their blogs. Therefore in order to be recognized as an adult by my parents, siblings, family, best friends, public and of course, myself, I shall think twice before I commit anything.
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