Um, so --

1. If this really how it feels like to be the only child of the family, then THANK GOD I HAVE SIBLINGS! I miss my sisters badly. Living alone with your mum isn't very exciting especially when you two don't get along and you prefer to stay upstairs, surfing the net, while your mother on the other hand stays downstairs all day, watching Indonesian soaps and waiting for her husband to come home. Really, the time when Ayah comes home is probably the best moment of the day as he always brings home surprises (like snacks or durian or rambutan). Probably the most adventurous thing I do in a day, because I will run like a child (very un-lady like) towards the door and shriek, 'yay ayah balik'. Ayah will just smile like he always does. I MISS AINI AND JIJAH, korang balik rumah kita tidur pukul 3 am lagi tetiap malam ye

2. I'm broke. As in very broke. I'm only left with RM 15 in my purse and a month from now I'm going to need some cash worth of RM 400+ for my upcoming driving lessons. Speaking of, I had my first driving lesson recently and it was nothing like I imagined. Really, I underestimated cars. Aren't cars supposed to be friendly? Though I know you guys haven't been friendly much towards the environment, but couldn't you at least be nice to me? I never thought driving could be so thrilling and cars could be so crazy and life-threatening. The pedals - they don't get you much, you are the one who needs to understand them. I know right. Talk about a compromising relationship with a life-threatening Muggle device. And the steering, quite one of the most bipolar thing humankind has ever invented. I always have this thing like, 'oh no no, I am too young to drive a car' but then again, Ron was twelve when he drove the flying car to help Harry back in their second year. (I toldja cars are life-threatening, look what Mr Weasley's car had done to the Whomping Willow)

3. I miss my friends too. Years ago I would definitely enjoy the life of free homework and tasks, but right now, I won't hesitate to trade 30 days of miserable-ness with a day at school with my friends. Sigh. (I'm such an ungrateful little woman)

4. I need more reads to feed my book crave.