Have you ever feel like half of your soul screaming and trying to let itself out? It's like you can feel your soul threatening the life it belongs to. You feel like writing stuff but things just stuck in your head and when you look down at your paper, it's still blank. You try to write everything in your old diary you found but you just can't describe your feelings in words. To you world seems so wrong.
And did anyone ever make you feel down? It's sad how your closest person could tear you and plant the seed of grudge in your soul. And from that very moment you know you'll be carrying the trace of grudge with you forever. And once the seed grows into a plant, you are perfectly sure you don't want to have anything to do with that person ever. Even looking at that person's face makes you feel resentful.
Somehow, you ought to know that I'm growing and going to have my own life. You should know that I'm not destined to live with you people forever. You do know that I'm going to be some successful person and not some educated maid working in a big house. You know exactly the world outside waits for me. You know there's a life outside waiting for me to enter it. I know it's not the right time yet for me to step outside. But just don't make me feel like I want to. You'll regret.
And no matter how saint you are, you're still a human. You picked. And I'm absolutely not your favorite child.
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