I have to re-check my things-to-do after SPM list

Yes, I indeed have to re-check my things-to-do after SPM list. The first days after SPM had been quite boring and not exciting. My friends were very lucky that luck was on their side when they had a chance to backpack around KL the very first day after SPM :( At 9 a.m. of 1st December 2011, I was still lying on my bed, thinking how miserable my life after SPM would be.

Sigh. I mean really, what is the purpose of living a free life? Usually the night before a new day starts, I would be having things like 'haih bencinya esok sekolah' or 'alamak esok ada Add Math' in my head. Now it's like I don't have a goal or a target at all whenever I wake up from my meaningless sleep.

No, I don't miss school. At all. I just miss the rush, the tension, or should I say the big push for me to keep holding on for the next days in my life. But now? Even the TV bores me.

So I started to do some brain storm. I decided to write a journal on how my after SPM life goes for these first 3 months. I won't be writing lame stuff like I always did when I was still a school girl (chewah), I promise that to myself. I'll write stuff on what I observe. Like how the skies are bluer around here, how my Indian neighbour always cooks curry but never shares it with us :( or how lame my life is now. This very matured and grown up journal of mine, would be useful for me someday. Sebab manalah tau one day I suddenly decide nak jadi an author who writes stories about disturbed, stupid teenagers?

Anyway, in two weeks time my family and I will be spending time travelling around Malacca and Johore. Apparently, my grandparents are not genuine Perakians. They are actually a Javanese couple who moved and migrated from Muar, Johor to other places around the country. My grandfather was a policeman, so they moved to other places a lot. So I was told by my cousins and aunts and uncles that we actually have a lot of other relatives staying in Johore. I can't wait to be reunited with my long lost relatives. Wonder what kind of language they speak, what kind of traditions they practice, etc. My cousin Sara also told me that there would be some handsome Singaporean teenage male relatives around (winks). I hope Muar is as lovely and as inspiring and as calming and as serene as my home, Puncak Alam too. And I heard that Johor Bharu is an energetic, vibrant city. Wait till I step out from this little world of mine.

Have a good day everyone!