What If?

What if I failed to find you? What if our path didn't cross? What if we had met before, just not knowing? What if you had somebody else in your mind, but not me? What if, me myself, had someone else on my mind, but not you instead? What if you were far away, somewhere even I myself couldn't imagine where could you be. What if we met the wrong person first, and then only we met each other? What if we were supposed to be at the same venue, to finally meet each other, but I decided to do something else instead? What if you were just around here but my blind realism made you invisible to me? What if you were actually here all the time, but I didn't notice? What if you were not a decent man? What if you were too good to be true? What if you were beyond my expectations? What if you lived just down town but you never knew me?

There are so many possibilities. Maybe it's too early for me to think about this adult kind of stuff, but I can't help thinking that we're looking at the same sky, walking on the same ground, breathing the same air every day.

What if we didn't meet at all? What if I was actually meant to be alone?