Hajar

I need to meet someone new. Someone whom I have never laid eyes on, someone whom I have never even heard his name being said. Someone strange and weird and shy and awkward. Someone whom I haven't written anything about his existence in my journal, someone who didn't share the same history as mine. Someone from somewhere else. Someone unexpected.

Someone who has zero inputs and thoughts about me. Who has a fresh opinion about me, whom I haven't planted any grudge or impressions yet in his soul. Someone who can offer me new chances. Someone whom I can start positively, vividly right at the beginning. Someone who didn't even cross my mind before. Someone who also didn't think I'm his idea of a beautiful girl, but when he meets me, BAM! Like why I haven't met her before?

Someone I don't know a single bit about his past. Who didn't even share the same past with me. Someone who is apparently, looking for someone new too. Someone whom I can start our very first conversation with the simple, engaging question, "so what's your name?". Someone who is sick with his haunting past. Someone who seems to try so hard to forget his past. Someone who always looks forward. Someone fresh. Someone brand new.

I have lots to tell him.