Thursday, April 19, 2012

Do you enjoy being an insufferable know-it-all?

Bloody hell will you look at the Blogger's new stuff? asdfghjkl - I freaked out for a while. I am never good at this kind of technology things, I'm telling you, it will take more than just a week for me to master all this new, stuff. I hate changes. Improvising has never been one of my traits.

Anyway, has anyone been on Pottermore recently? Everyone should. I treat it like another sweet escape from the boring Facebook. My friends and I have already finished the first book and we're currently waiting to discover the next book. As everyone knows, I have been sorted into Ravenclaw, but really, as much as I love JK Rowling, I think she had made a big mistake by placing me in a smart ass house, lol. Ravenclaw is way out of my league. (I mean I don't read books all the time, I watch TV too, I watch Glee for everyone's sake!)

Yes Miss Rowling, I should have been in Gryffindor or Slytherin. I can't help feeling like I'm a disgrace to the noble house of high achievers, because I kept loosing in the Wizard duels besides the fact that I haven't brewed any potions yet. I love my galleons too much to be spent on potion ingredients. So yeah - the points I obtained was only by collecting things along the journey, and that's it. I still haven't had the motivation yet to be a top scorer of the house, lol.

Oh well. At least I'm not in Hufflepuff.

Also, I have been perusing the terms and conditions applied for some scholarships available, and again, I can't help feeling like I'm not good enough. I notice that I am a teeny tiny bit behind from the others and the fact that I only need another bloody A in every scholarships offered made me cry a bit. It almost felt like this one time when I was in MPH, and I saw The Hunger Games trilogy box set which costs around RM60, but I only had RM50 in my pocket. I know right. Can you imagine how frustrated I was?

So yes, I am wondering. Am I smart or am I not? I'm starting to feel like I'm one of those who are in the middle category, you know. Like, 'yes, you are smart, at least you know how to pronounce and spell Calculus & Pythagoras Theorem correctly, but no you're not smart enough to solve the problems'. Or like, 'you are in Ravenclaw, but you have never really contributed big scores to the house'.

You see, this new emotion I'm discovering is a very foreign concept to me. Clearly, He decided that this know-it-all person right here should learn something vital - that there are other persons who are better than me in this world.

4 comments:

  1. Hajar Dear...why did you delete your last post?

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  2. Because I was talking about a sensitive issue XD dont want to gain attention, mana tau jadi viral ke hehe lol. anyway, are you enjoying Tom's song? XD

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  3. OHHHHHHH~! Don't get me start on his song!! MAANNN! His voice!!! It's so, It's so......OMG!!! SAVE ME! AHAK. lol...over exaggerating...sorry....LOVE IT. LIKE.


    LOVE IT. *swoon~

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  4. Ada banyak lagi lagu dia, but this one is by far my favourite! xoxo

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